idk I'm just venting here

Omg okay it's been a couple months since I last had a boyfriend or even went on a date. God sometimes being single sucks, you know? I want a guy to go shopping with me, and put up with my shit, and make me feel better when I'm not feeling good...like I just miss it. I'm one who's not super clingy tho. I wanna be sarcastic with a guy...just joke around but also be cute, right?? Like I'll hold hands and maybe hug in public once in a while...MAYBE a kiss on the cheek or something, but I want a guy who I know will always love me and will give me compliments whenever and it'll just be cute. I'm literally laying in my bed watching Friends with a heating pad on my stomach or whatever because my cramps fucking hurt. This is the time when I need a guy to rub my back or just fall asleep with me. Ugh the feels. Also it's been soooo long since I've last had sex and it's killing me so much. Oml sorry I had to vent. I just miss having someone to love and hold. It sucks. I miss dating. Okay bye.