I thought it would be easy ....

I thought getting pregnant would be so easy, I mean there are all these girls who get pregnant from drunken one night stands etc. I thought it would be easy, my sisters have had 3 kids each and can get pregnant just by looking at someone, so it'd be the same for me right!? Wrong!! It's not easy but no one tells you that, it's heartbreaking and makes you question yourself as a woman, getting pregnant is my whole purpose!? Yet here I am 11 months later and absolutely nothing. I have used opk's, temped, checked my CM, stopped drinking, then tried getting drunk, have BD'd on all fertile days and every other, have tried months of no tracking and just being normal, preseed, lying down after with my legs up and still nothing. Have given up pretending that it's on and that 'it will happen' and my doctor has started investigating. No moral to this or question, just needed an outlet x