Tired of not being normal after my MC

Kristin • Married 2014👰🏼 miscarriage October 2014🌈baby boy December 2015💙 baby girl due July 2020💕
I had a mc oct 25, worst sadness I never knew I could feel. I didn't have my first period after it until dec 10-7weeks later... Now I'm back in same situation... It's been 6 weeks since and still have not started. Had blood work done this week, not pregnant. I am so frustrated I just want to go back to normal. 
Has anyone else gone thru similar things after their mc?