Ughhhh! I am so sick of this :(

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I'm literally crying my eyes out. I've felt like shit all day today and I basically threw up air (too sick to consume anything other than crackers, peach rings, and a Popsicle) and my vomit was clear. I am so damn hungry but I am so tired of being bent over a toilet. I don't know what to eat since I can't eat anything fruit related and I have zero cravings. I'm so sick of spending money on ordering food out but I can't even stand up without feeling dizzy. I just want the headaches and nausea to stop 😖☹️😥