I'm a mess

Okay so firstly, I know I'm only fifteen and whatever, but this is still so fucking annoying. 
The first ones the worst, but last year I really liked this guy called Steven. Told one of my friends and she started flirting with him, told her if he asked her out to not say no because of me, she said she liked someone else and then  legitimately the next day she asked Steven out.
The second time I liked this guy called Ethan, this was also last year, but after maybe a month or so of liking him, my best friend said that she had liked him too and he liked her, so if he asked her could she say yes, I of course said yes, because who am I to ruin someone's happiness?
Third time I liked this guy called Lachlan, not very much but I knew straight away that he liked one of my best friends and they started dating shortly after.
Forth time I liked Ethan again and he likes my best friend. My best friends doesn't know whether she likes him or not but doesn't want me to be upset, I've tried telling her I won't be, but she won't listen.
And I know I'm only young but it still really fucking sucks. I knew this was going to happen, yet I kelp on setting myself up for it. And it's not a big deal yet right now I feel like I wanna cry. 

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