polycystic ovarian syndrome

After 5 months of no period and thinking there was a slight chance of being pregnant I go to the doctor and get blood taken then I'm diagnosed with polycystic ovarian syndrome. I know it's not rare and it's not very bad but I was pretty upset when I found out I had it. My dream is to be a mother and have a amazing little family. I know I'm not ready for a baby but the idea of it being hard to conceive is scary. I wanted to be pregnant so desperately but I Believe this is a sign from god telling me I'm not ready and need to take better care of myself. After gaining about 20 to 30 pounds after getting out of school I need to get in shape and have a little bit of a wake up call before I think about kids I thank god it's not something more serious. I'm going to be in a weight watchers type program and learn to be a better me 💓😇