Well I guess I could come on here and vent... I look up to many of you guys as big sisters because this is a big huge community and family here, so just like you all tell your stories or what's bothering you, I should share mine to.. because I really need to talk to someone about it... I met this guy.. he was amazing of course, we had dates.. we'd go out, we'd lay up, we'd basically show each other off and even though he said he didn't want a relationship right now, he did everything that would go on in a relationship. We met in Mid November.. the 25th for exact.. I've never let a guy get this close to me nor have I ever spent this much time with one.. I honestly thought we had something.. he knew I was a virgin and didn't have a problem with that which made me look at him as being a good guy I guess.. we spent New Years together and we just laid up together and talked and cuddled and looked into each others eyes.. I felt as if he loved me or he was falling for me.. because I knew I was for him.. or at least that's how I wanted to feel.. he'd hold me so tight and kiss my lips so sweet and we'd joke around.. the average perfect teenage couple is what you would've thought if you seen it all.. suddenly it got serious and I was thinking on losing my virginity to him but I told myself no because he wasnt mine.. and that's what I hated he wasn't mine.. he made everything look so great.. feel great too.. I looked over at him and he'd just stare back.. deeply.. making me feel safe.. (I'm honestly crying right now typing this).. after the date was finished I went home and I contacted him later after a week of our date and I could feel a pull away.. a distance.. I asked if I could see him.. he replied with "I'm seeing someone" and I broke.. I couldn't believe he lied.. he told me he didn't want a relationship, and everything I look at or turn to has his scent.. his words.. the songs we'd play.. it all makes me feel low.. I feel used and I feel worthless.. can any of you give me any words of encouragement?.. PLEASE NOTHING NEGATIVE.. thank you.