After lots of thought and consideration I've decided to terminate my pregnancy I'm 9w3d.i have a 4 year old son with my ex husband and have been in a mentally and emotionally abusive relationship with my fiancé for far too long.he had cheated on me since we have been together and always puts me down I wanted this baby more than anything but cannot bare to think of having to deal with him for the rest of my life.i have tried for the past month to work things out and tried to be happy only to be treated like shit daily.some people might think I'm a horrible person but I can't imagine bringing another life into this world if the father is so abusive.i guess I'm just looking for somebody to tell me I'm not the worst person in this world...