I just want to see...

I just want to see a line so bad that I'm seeing things... 2 years ttc and in those 2 years I've had 1 ectopic and 3 miscarriages. Before I had my daughter i had an ectopic and a miscarriage. It just seems like this will never happen. I symptom spot so bad it's crazy! Today I had cramping on my left side white creamy discharge sore nipples my areolas have gotten a little darker I have a full feeling in my stomach and I'm neasous. Any one else feel this way I'm only 3 dpo.