my due date has come and gone 😩😢

So my due date was yesterday and no baby. The last two nights I've had contractions, but I always fall asleep and wake up 7 hours later not in labor. I'm just so sick of waiting. I sit around at home by myself all day and just cry because I'm lonely and depressed. This really sucks. My induction date isn't until 1/19, so I'll be 41+2. I don't know if I can hold out. I ask if they would do it any sooner and that's a no go because my cervix isn't "favorable", but the OB had no issues asking if I wanted a c-section. So you'll go ahead and do that but cant induce me a little earlier? Whatever. So so frustrated and feeling so disheartened. Will my baby ever be here?!