I missed work today 😩

Anonymous β€’ Fuck you Bella!
Too bad it wasn't for fun, but a fire.
Someone started a fire that hit my house and my neighbors. My boss heard me have a panic attack trying to explain why I couldn't go in.
It honestly scared me. It was everywhere! One thing that got me the most is the "what if", that's what triggered my panic attack.
What if I never left for work at that time?
What if the fire department didn't come in time?
What if we never beat on the neighbors door to get them out?
Also, who the hell started it!?
My other neighbor said he's ran off a few neighborhood kids from behind us, because they were smoking by the houses. I wonder if they're the reason it started?
So many questions! 😰