It wasn't long ago when I was friends with someone who got me and understood me for me. But this one guy who she was dating wasn't so good for her. He hung out with the wrong group of friends and they got him to take stuff he shouldn't have. She would stay at his house and she was a depressed girl who would end up cutting herself and all... but one night he had taken this drug and she was asleep and he tricked me into thinking he was going to do something horrible to her and I told him I'd do anything just to keep her safe and happy...well he said he wanted a nude from me...granted I don't feel comfortable with my body as I feel as though I'm too skinny...he said the only way he'd make sure she was okay is if I showed him a picture of me in my lace panties and no bra but I could have a little see through Silk robe on but I couldn't cover nothing so I took the picture and it had turned out he lied to me and kept the picture and he told her that I was trying to get with him and planned a day to hook up...but I didn't I was just trying to make sure she was okay and happy and I showed her the proof and she was upset with me..? I mean in a way I understand why but I only did it for her...I'd hate me too if I was in her spot honestly...but right after that when she was put in the hospital and all for cutting...he was texting me telling me how he wish he knew where I lived and so he could hook up with me but he did know where I live and well....that happened not under my control...she doesn't know but he recently passed away from a car accident...someone got into his lane full speed and it killed him...they would've been able to save him if it weren't for the fact he had gotten a tree stuck in his chest...but I've been just honestly thinking about this and I just don't know what to do or why I'm thinking about this...it brings me into a depressed state for being so stupid and being weak and powerless to stop the stuff that happened...I just feel as though I should hate myself for all of these things happening...😔😔😞😞 I'm sorry I guess I just needed to speak to someone anonymously so get it off my chest since i can no longer get ahold of her since I'm blocked...