Ladies, it DOES get better.
Seven months ago I had a missed miscarriage. It was the most emotional heart wrenching thing I have gone through. I blamed myself for so long. I was a wreck. I couldn't eat. Couldn't sleep. I cried if I saw even someone over weight at the grocery store because I wouldn't get a chance to be chubby due to pregnancy. I eventually talked to a few people who went through the same thing and they helped me realize that I'm not alone. It helped knowing that there are people who go through the same thing. And a month and a half ago I found out that I am pregnant. It was a great but nerve wracking feeling. I didn't have my first ultrasound until today at exactly 10 weeks. You want to know what happened? I saw a heart beat. I saw an adorable (but at this point large) head connected to a live body. I saw my baby wave and kick his feet at me. It still doesn't feel real but i was grinning ear to ear. It gets better. You will get another chance. Keep your faith ladies. Baby dust to all of you ❤👶🏻🌈