Prayers.

My blood pressure has been causing concerns. I have a doctors appointment today and I'm just nervous. I feel like my body is failing my son. I already have Gestational Diabetes and now a chance of Preeclampsia. On top of that three times in the last two weeks I've spotted a bit.

Maybe it's the hormones or whatever but I do feel like a failure.

*****Just got back from the doctor. I've been put on maternity leave early because of the mild case of preeclampsia.