Done. just done.

After getting faint lines and whatnot I decided to take a frer. It's negative with FMU. I am just done trying ..... I was on BC for a month had my withdrawal bleed from nov28th-dec3rd. No period since then . 
The first response that looks dark got dark a little after the time frame. Now all my tests are either so faint that it is barely there or it isn't there at all .. Done. Depressed.