Much needed rant

I'm so excited but so over being pregnant. I don't have much support emotionally or financially. The father of my child and I are not together and my boyfriend lives a 6 hours away. I always end up being alone because my friends are not around like they use to be. My family ignores the fact that I'm pregnant and Hates that I kept the baby. I work with young children and it's getting extremely difficult to continue working at a childcare center. I can't stop working because no one is helping me. And I'm just tired. Tired of crying. Tired of ignoring pain throughout my day. Tired of being alone. I can't wait until my baby boy comes so I'd at least have someone around