Feeling down

Chelsea • Mama to a rambunctious 3 year old. Expecting #2 in July.
So tonight I caved and took a FRER at 5:45pm and got a bfn. I've had symptoms lately and let myself get my hopes up. I've just become so tired of this. Some people don't chart their periods or do anything extra and bam! After a couple months of trying get pregnant. I feel like I'm being punished for some reason. It's just becoming so depressing.