Can't talk to anyone 😔

Hi everyone! I just downloaded Glow today and I'm hoping for it to help me. My husband and I have been trying for exactly 1 year now and no success. I am due for my period tomorrow and took a test this morning and it was a BFN 😔 Every month is getting more frustrating when I get a BFN. I'm starting to think something is wrong with either myself or my husband but can't face myself to make a doctors appointment in case that's what they do say. Please tell me I am not alone in this. I feel I can't talk to anyone about this as I don't want our friends to know we are having such trouble.