Every tiny twinge, niggle and cramping has me panicking that this one is over too. Im only around 4 weeks just now. Hcg was 252 on Friday and have repeat bloods today at 10.30am. I just cant stop freaking out that every twinge means it's failing too. We want this so much. It's my 4th pregnancy in 7 months and I'm terrified. Can I have hand holding vibes please? And lots and lots of sticky dust.

And although He hasn't gave me any reason to have faith in him lately a few prayers would be lovely too.