Nervous to test

Leia
So according to glow i can test tomorrow but i'm so nervous,after a misscarage and then chemical pregnancy not that long ago we are finding it hard to conceive,we have tried for six months now including CP and I just get so disappointed every time i see that BFN sorry to sound like i'm moaning as i'm sure there is people worse off but I feel like it's not gonna happen again for us :(