female blue balls???

Do you anyone ever wake up touching yourself? lol because I do and it seems like wake up right when I'm about to cum and it hurts to stop. I don't what this is about. A little background tho is that I'm a virgin and I don't ever masturbate because I swear I'm broken 😂 I just can't do it😂 but it literally makes my stomach hurt to stop. Is the female blue balls or something 😂 if anyone knows what this is or experienced this let me know in the comments😂  I don't why but this is so embarrassing I'm going to post this anonymously 😂😂😂