C section fear!?

Katy • 25 R.i.p my sweet baby 01-22-16👼🏼 Mommy to Barrett 03/13/17💙 TTC baby #2 YouTube channel Katy Goodwin
I'm scared that I'll end up having to have a c section...I'm scared I won't make it and that something bad will happen to me or my son during it. I haven't been told I'll have to have one but there's always that "what if" 😭😭😭