D and C

Annie
I was very excited about my first pregnancy. Used to read all the posts and was prepared for my first baby. Yesterday during ultrasound doctor said since the baby is not growing and there are signs of abnormality we have to adopt/ terminate this pregnancy. He had asked for a D and C

Have lost all the hopes. Will I experience this beautiful feeling of pregnancy ever again. Dont know. Wanted to keep my baby's name as Tanmay ( in case of a baby boy) and Tamanna ( in case of a baby girl ) but now after few hours my baby will not be with me. Don't know what I will do with out it.