Recent 2nd trimester loss

Hi, I recently lost my baby girl at 18 weeks 4 days and am going though so much right now. I was just wondering if there's any other lady's going through the same thing right now...I think it would help me to talk to women who are going through the same heartache as me or who have been through this. This is actually my second 2nd trimester loss I lost a son in 2013 at 20 weeks so I've been through it before but the pain is just as bad this time around if not worse. Yes so if there's any ladies open to talking with me I'd so appreciate it