Missed Miscarriage

I was 9 weeks 2 days yesterday when we were told that our baby had stopped growing at 7 weeks. That moment is like nothing else I have ever experienced. I sobbed right there on the bed in the doctors office with my husband comforting me. Our two boys came with us as I thought it would be nice for them to see the baby. Our eldest, 7, became quite emotional and we both had to be strong for them. The rest of the day is a blur between aimless wandering and crying. Now, today, I need to go to work. I don't even know how to be normal right now. I have a D & C in a couple of days but I just want this to all be over.