I feel like actual shit... Anyone had this happen?

I'm 19, I know, very young yet.

I met a 20 year old guy in the same college as me. I am a nursing major, he is engineering.

We went on a date on Sunday night. Went out to eat and watched a movie at his place.

I did not kiss him, we only held hands for a bit, and all clothing stayed on. No grinding or anything.

I didn't even ask, and he said he had a really fun time and asked for a second date two days later, which was today.

He was ignoring me and ended up standing me up. I asked him what's happening tonight and he still didn't respond.

I don't feel too cool rn.

Anybody else have thing happen? I know I should just ghost him and forget about it, but a part of me wants him to respond.

I shouldn't even be putting up with something like this...

What did I do wrong? Do guys expect sexual stuff right away and I didn't so he was done?

Sigh, I don't even know what to think...