I spent two hours at the doctor today to get back on my medication. So I was feeling pretty good. Until later today I was at target at check out line with only a twenty dollar bill.. and the total comes to... 20.81. At this point I start freaking out! And have the biggest panic attack that lasts 2 hours. I then become very upset over a pair socks that I couldn't get. Because they were so cute! Mostly I was super embarrassed. I put everything away ran out ran back in and went to a different register without the pair of socks. It just feels like I take one step forward and two steps back.