feeling down

Christina • Married mother of 5 a 11year old boy a 9 year old daughter and identical twin boys who are turning 4. And just gave birth to a beautiful 6lbs13oz baby boy
so heres my predicument i have been to so many friends and familys baby showers in the past years and have always made a point to attend and buy a gift. i am currently 33 weeks pregnant with our 5th child and no one not even my family has ever thrown me a baby shower ever not even with my other children. i have always ended up buying everything and when i brought it up a few times about it would have been nice if someone would have thought to give me one or even offer to give me a shower i always get that oh well we figured you wouldnt want one or oh i compleetly forgot my children are 11, 9, and twin 4 year olds so its not like we saved any baby things because we thought we were done having kids this baby was a surprise. am i just over reacting or just hormonal being im 33 weeks or what. because i personally feel left out all my brothers girlfriends/wives and my sisters got showers thrown by my family and now my nieces are having them thrown for them but im over here feeling left out and depressed because i didnt get a chance to ever have one. sorry for any spelling errors.