Am i crazy for refusing birth control?

Basically long story short birth control pills turn me into a raging bitch. I had merina IUD and it got imbedded and turned up sideways inside me causing massive pain not only that but it fucked with my head soooooo bad. Best way I can describe it was that I felt trapped inside my body and felt like I was an 80yr old in a 20+ body. I'm terrified to get anything else cuz I don't want shit fucking with my head. I know how to not get pregnant condoms ECT. But people still call me crazy because I refuse it. I will not get my tubes tied and hubby doesn't want snipped either. But am I crazy for wanting to be normal and not having birth control fucking with my hormones and head.