update on 27 week premie

He had a couple of relapses yesterday and episodes but they say that is normal for a premie. It's hard and scary which makes me want to burst into tears when his alarms go off but he's doing a lot better now. I put my scented heart shaped fabric with some breast milk and he had 2 episodes today. One was my fault because i was trying to give him the binky and when he sucks he forgets to breathe. He wants to suck but he's still having troubles but it will get better. His bilirubin went back up so no more party light 😊 but if it goes back on it's common. He went up in his feeds and gained 25 grams ❤ if he continues to do good his feeds will go up every shift. They are slowly trying to wean him off his oxygen because he's been doing good. His episodes aren't due to the him not breathing but him not breathing deep enough. He had another good poop today and his glucose is wonderful. His such a strong warrior and i love him to death. He amazes me everyday!