Everyone but me

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Nobody gets its. My b/f doesn't get it, my friends don't get it. Nobody gets it unless they have been or are going through it. 3 miscarriages and counting and it feels like EVERYONE is pregnant but me! I'm genuinely happy for "EVERYONE" but every announcement is like a slap round the face. When does it get to be me?! This week 2 friends and my sister have announced pregnancies (one with twins). I want to go and hide in a hole...please tell me you get this right, and I'm not just a horrible person.