angry at husband

Amycar • TTC since FEB 2015 for FIRST Child. 3 IUIs Failed. PCOS and Endometriosis (Stage 4) issues.
1st cycle Femara + <a href="">IUI</a> (9million sperms)
2nd cycle of assisted fertility + iui.
CD3-5 Femara 7.5mg
CD5-9 Follistim 75 iu
Shots don't hurt but I hate giving it to myself. Makes me feel like a failure AND we paid $1,500 out of pocket for the follistim + ovidrel.
Husband gave me 10,000 sperms!!! I am still angry! I have to endure the shots, paying for the shots and All he had to do is give sperms!!