Feel like I'm doing This on my own...

Just started clomid after many years of trying, lost a shed load of weight, gave up certain things, hav had numerous bloods taken, internal scans, procedures, painful periods and had to go thru a mc last year and all my SO has to do this weekend is have sex with me coz im ovulating. Wot happens?? Picks a fight with me yesterday then can't orgasm today. Maybe it's the pressure but I have been thru hell and done so much to get to this point and all he has to do is Cum!!!!