I have a beautiful 5 week old daughter who I absolutely adore. I am almost ebf but she has gotten bottles of formula at times but most days we ebf. She is gaining weight good and all is well. The past several nights have been going smoothly with her going to bed around 10:30 and waking around 4 or 6 in the morning. I felt so lucky!! Tonight is going rough for some reason. She woke up at 1 and we've been marathon feeding with me trying to put her down in her bassinet after she drifts off and she gets fussy then cries and repeat.  And to top it off I am getting very sick. Runny nose and sore throat. Seriously hoping she doesn't get sick and calling doctor tomorrow. Don't know if it's my hormones or what but I am getting so pissed at my husband who is playing video games in other room. It's 2:30 am and he's been playing since we had dinner hours ago. I am extremely resentful towards him. I know he can't do anything because I'm breastfeeding but shit I wish I was that rested to play video games but actually I wouldn't because shit needs done around the house wtf 😔😤