Anybody else a big baby like me?

My midwife told me not to come in until my contractions were the right amount of time apart and all and I said okay, this was the other day and at that time I hadn't had any, ever. Well today I woke up to contractions and they hurt so bad that I wanna just say screw it and go in because i can't handle pain & what's freaking me out is that this isn't even the worst of the pain lol. I was gunna go for an all natural birth but the way I feel right now has got me thinking f that, give me the epidural when this baby comes!