feel ridiculous any advice would help

Zee
Hey everyone, I feel like I'm being very ridiculous and unappreciative, but any advice would help! So I tend to look at other people's lives, especially other couples lives an think they are so perfect an it makes me feel like I don't like my relationship, which is ridiculous! I love my husband an I'm very grateful for us, but there were hard times in the past that we went through that some of my family had to witness, now I feel like I always have to make us look good or make my husband look good! Over the past year my husband has grown so much and would never do certain things he use to, for example we were all going on a family day trip to hike and we got into a huge argument in front of my sister and her friend in the car an he made a huge scene, I was so embarrassed but he would never do that again, he apologized and it never happened after that! I just feel stupid for even comparing my life with othe couples! There's this coupe back from where I'm from, an I see their life an get jealous cuz they go everywhere, they seem so happy an on top of that they both are from the same city an don't have to go anywhere as for my husband and I are from two different cities an can't live where I'm from for now. I know I would so ridiculous but can't help how I feel!