I feel like I am failing my family everyday, I just graduated from college. I have had back to back interviews, and never heard from them again. I started to work from home, yet my husband literally tells me tonight that it's not a job if I work from home, that I don't do anything around the house and that I don't appreciate him. He works Monday to Friday, half the time the sailors have half days or just have to show up for an hour. He comes home and starts playing with his Xbox and drinks till bed. I take care of our daughter, clean, cook, have playtime with our daughter, go through the bedtime routine then back to cleaning, and when she falls and gets hurt, I am the one who picks up while he just tells her to be quiet. I don't have time for myself, I forget to eat till someone reminds me, I barely have time shower.