I don't know what to say

Cassie • 🎉🎃🍁🍂 blessed with a beautiful 3 year old boy a 2 year girl and a 9 week girl👨‍👩‍👧‍👦
My partner and me were talking the other night about science and body at the best of how babies are made and everything we've already got two babies a 15 month boy and a 4 month girl, I ask my partner sometimes does he want any more children he says he doesn't know he's happy if we do itl be stressful but will get on with it like, I feel like kind of the same way but what I would wish more than any thing is to go through my daughters pregnancy again, it was a hell of a long 9 months, scares and upsets but I wish I could be pregnant again, I don't think I'm ready for another baby just yet but I don't know what to do if god wants to make his plans short of me and give me another 😶😊