Struggle of testing.

9 DPO today and my Af is due in 5 days .. I was spotting yesterday and i felt so nauseous yesterday too but no sore boobs... I'm barely spotting today... What would be a good test or should i wait... I would hate seen a BFN .. 😟😟😟.. Ugh... I still have hope to get a BFP.. ✨✨✨✨