nipples repierced ???

Aqua
I got my nipples pierced a couple days after my 18th birthday and I LOVEDDDD them sooooo much. They were the best and cutest piercing I've everrrr had and made me feel confident about my small boobs for the veryyyy first time. I loved them so much but 6 months later when I was having sex with a guy, I guess I let him get  too rough with them and I thought it wasn't a big deal that his mouth was all over them BUT the next morning boyyyyyvdid I learn my lesson... they were soooo swollen and irritated. I wasn't sure what to do and I didn't want to take them out so I left them in for almost 2 weeks but I couldn't BARE the pain I was going through. They began pussing and bleeding and swelled up SO BAD that one of the balls was half way IN my nipple!!! That's when I knewww it needed to be removed professionally. It was the worst pain I've ever felt. They healed up okay, there's not much scarring........ I'm about to turn 21 and I've been wanting to get them repierced SOOOO BADLY FOR SO LONGGGG but I'm scared..... I've heard that because there's some scar tissue on the sides of my nipples it's going to make the scar tissue build up bigger if I get it repierced?? I also heard I could risk the chance of losing all feeling in them if I get them repierced ?!?!? I reallllyyyyvwant to hear from someone who has gone through it , since I don't know anyyyyone..... I also want to breast feed my babies if I ever get to have them someday so I also think about that ... and the fact that I loveeee being wild in bed ... I'm scared they could just end up getting infected or over irritated again ///: ugh