Liars

Ended things with my boyfriend who I've loved for 7 years. We have an almost 2 month old. He's nothing but a liar and a cheater. I don't know how someone can sleep at night knowing they are hiding and lying to the one they "love" I don't get it. Single mom life from here. I hope he's happy with himself. He made his bed he can lay his lying ass in it and suffer for all I care. You don't do this to the woman carrying your child and then gives birth to your child. Just steady screwing her over. I tried so hard to make this work. I tried so hard to do everything I could. Even while being screwed over while pregnant I still stayed. It's over. Thinking I was some dumb bitch was his biggest mistake yet. Thinking I would put up with his lies and bullshit forever was his other mistake. I'm so hurt.... I'm so numb... I have PPD, night terrors, bipolar, PTSD, anxiety and panic attacks and this is how you treat an already fragile woman. I hope he's happy. I hope he misses us. I hope he cries himself to sleep. I hope the things he has done replay over and over in his mind. I'm so tired of being hurt. I have no one but him and he does this..... what the fuck is so wrong with me that I can't be happy or not be screwed over. What did I do to deserve all of this... 😞😞