Hey ladies

My bf and I have been together for 5 yrs.

We were able to have sex when we first got together it didn't hurt. I got on birth control it hurt I been on 6 different kinds even one that was supose to have the lowest form of hormones in it... still hurts plus I just had a baby 5 months ago.. I got a appt coming up in March only opening they have.

I been taking sex pills to help its kinda helping but not really and to top if off I have depression. He don't help me with the baby or the house or anything I'm on the go from the time I wake up from the time I go to bed.. he sleeps until 3 pm. Than stays up until 4am. Than tells me he's tired it's like we'll maybe if u didn't sleep so late and go to bed so late you'd be ok..

He told me I NEED to go off birth control and girls who are sexy for there bfs deserve to be spoiled everyday...

Oh okay thanks so ur telling me I don't deserve to be spoiled or anything ? Cause I suffer from painful sex and I can't do anything about it.

Like he breaks me down about it so much I have no fight left in me... he took a nap and woke up horny and I was finally sitting down and he comes over to me starts thrusting his dick in my face and whips it out and goes here suck it.. like I just went down on u 2 days in a row than we had " sex " the day before and u didn't cum it's not my fault i try to do things and he just dnt care.

I was happy I'm finally making the appt I gotta go etc and I understood that I was happy they got me in as soon as they could even put me on a cancel list...

He told me it's about time u made the appt only took u 2 yrs like I'm sorry they told me It's gonna get better once I have a baby and it hasn't

I'm so broken down every single day of my life over it.

Plz advice no bashing