I found myself thinking on Saturday very negative thoughts. The kind of thoughts where if something came out of nowhere while I was driving and something happened to me and I died I would be okay and accepting of that. I've been stressed out recently about a number of things and have found myself doing this a couple times and have to remind myself to snap out of it because I don't want to fall into a depressive mindset because it's very hard to pick myself back up. As I was driving home yesterday, I was talking to my boyfriend on the phone (super safe, I know) and I believe he was on speaker so I was driving with my hands on the wheel but I could be wrong, it's kind of foggy. There was some rain my area and some flurries but the weather wasnt terrible. I was driving and coming up over a hill and a curve and my car started swerving, I over corrected and lost control of the car and went over a colevert and into a good 10-15 foot ditch. My car should have flipped and i could have been very very seriously injured but I wasn't. I went over the colevert and was airborne for a good second and somehow spun 180 degrees and faced the opposite was I was driving and stoped on a bunch of small trees. If I started swerving a foot or two later I would have wrapped myself around a tree. If I went off on the other side I would have wrapped myself around a telephone pole. I am okay (sore) but my car is not. I went home after getting my car towed and went on my Holy Bible app and noticed the verse of the day was Psalm 121:1-8 “I lift up my eyes to the mountains— where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth. He will not let your foot slip— he who watches over you will not slumber; indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. The LORD watches over you— the LORD is your shade at your right hand; the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night. The LORD will keep you from all harm— he will watch over your life; the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore.” I'm still in shock.