I hate my love life

I feel like I'll never find the right one. I know, I know you're supposed to let the right one find you. But I feel like that's never going to happen every guy I been with I need up losing interest and if I don't lose interest they lose interest. The ones that I really start to like are the ones that lose interest. Ugh I just wanna find love. I currently with a guy but he a college football player who is devoting all his time into getting into the league. My interest for him is slowly decaying. I don't wanna be alone. I mean I can enjoy myself and I love myself don't get me wrong. But it's always nice to have someone to hold. Plus Valentine's Day is coming up and I never had a Valentine. Sooo. I just feel extremely hopeless about my love life.