Anxious ):

Hello everyone. I'm in my first real relationship and absolutely love my boyfriend. I'm a person with severe trust issues because of my family, some past friends, and from some dumb guys I used to kinda date. My boyfriend and I talk about trust a lot and about how we'd never ever cheat on each other but I'm still so scared of him cheating. My gut is telling me that he's gonna end up hurting me but he hasn't truly shown any signs of that and is obviously very in love with me. Is this gut feeling normal and nothing to worry about or should I be concerned? I'm so paranoid and anxious 😞😞