I have to pause breastfeeding

Terresa🍼
So I work in the operating room at a children's hospital and was stuck with a dirty needle. I so wanted to continue to breastfeed my daughter for at least a year. I am praying that I'm ok and that I can start again. I know the chances are low but there is always that chance and I do want to put my baby in harms way. I was double gloved and the needle was in drapes but it was still used. I am really sad.