Confused!!!!!! Maybe tmi

Ok yesterday I was supposed to get my af. It wasn't till about 8pm I had any thing close to bleeding it was to red Dots so thinking this is it I accepted that she was here. Makes sense right.... well normally after spotting period gets very heavy quickly. I have had some light pinkish blood today that is it. I don't know if I should test wait till next week see if she still shows. I Don't Know What THE Hell To Do Completely confused. I still want to sleep all damn day. I am still getting nausea just my boobs don't hurt and I'm not cramping as bad as I normally do. I'm so scared to give it even a little amount of hope.