I dont know how to cope

I had a miscarriage January 30 2017. I'm having a hard time dealing with it. I feel sad all the time. I can't get the image of my sons lifeless little body laying in the palm of my hand... I was only 15 weeks pregnant with him. I dont know how to cope with this. I want to feel numb but I dont want to drink and drugs aren't my thing so all I do is lay in bed with my daughter and watch tv. I feel like having another baby would help but I dont want to replace TJ....

How did you cope after your miscarriage? How did you manage the depression?