Trypophobia???

Omg it took all I had to post these pics lol but I have always been completely terrified or disgusted to the point where it makes me lightheaded takes my breath away hurts my brain lol of textures with holes. I just can't handle looking at it. It's bad. Sometimes I'll even throw away perfectly good red peppers because it tends to get this holed texture on the inside that freaks me out! lol anyone's else suffer like this? And if so what are your thoughts??