Getting super anxious waiting til 14dpo to test...

After 4 losses last year (including two missed miscarriages), I am on cycle two with Letrozole. I'm really praying this is our month as we've now had two REs suggest IVF with PGS as our best (and likely only) option if the Letrozole doesn't work. We def don't have that kind of money and at 37, I'm running out of time. Anyways, this morning I was convinced I was pregnant, but this evening I'm not feeling hopeful. I'm getting more anxious as I get closer to 14 dpo. I'll be 10 dpo tomorrow. Any good ideas that can help distract me and decrease my anxiety? I'm not testing early due to previous chemical pregnancies. Prayers and positive vibes appreciated too. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼